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23rd-Jun-2010 10:56 am - My Mainstream You

either be a trendsetter or a follower, and even if you can't be a trendsetter, nobody really is a rebel. you still rebel for a cause, and that cause is part of a 'mainstream' idea. no single person's ideas is a cause for a revolution. revolutions form from ideas that eventually become mainstream.

i love my people mainstream. here's my train of thought:

rating: 0 (low value) - 5 (high value) - 10 (invaluable)

non-mainstream = 0
mainstream = 5
instrumental trend = 10

being a rebel with a cause: you go from 0 to 5 in x years
being a mainstream junkie: you are at 5 with possibility to hit 10 in x years

why waste time. let's all be MAINSTREAM today.

fuck society. well at least the one that tells you otherwise.

2nd-Jun-2010 05:38 pm - what it is to falter

failure is indeed not flattering.
but do we just
stare at it and burn?
oh can we just?

take one not two
motived by the just.
crashed beneath the tree of life,
we seem so shy

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30th-Apr-2010 04:27 am - future tense

future tense, the only tense that lacks response.
we do not know what does outcome want.
if we try to take a step back, we are pushed from the back.
and if we try to take a step forward, the world holds our hand.

obvious choices for reasons unknown
the world moves on with lack on tone.
slowly believe that proven steps forward,
will bring us to first, from second or third.

crisis averted is less than important
from moving away to somewhere less befallen.
left in the tracks of the ones far in front
chasing the dust that distracts us from the hunt.

in the face of the enemy
will you run back or face up.
douse the fires and raise the flags
this fight is definitely not over yet.

Tags:rant

7th-Oct-2009 02:49 am - momentous celebration

turning 21's a giant task, i know it was for me. the road won't get any easier but i'll definitely try to make it better. all the responsibilities and hopes placed on you are great and you will see that you will have a greater impact on the world as it already has on you. i know you dread growing a year older now especially when you're 21, but fret not, cause it will give you much more room to soar with your wings wider and more freely. i hope you treasure every moment you have the way i treasure every single second with you. faithless we may be to the world around us, but together we have a way. here's to the many many years ahead and may it be filled with even more joy and happiness than there already is right now. i love you

18th-Sep-2009 05:55 am - my apologies

i don't deserve to be treated nicely.
i should never ask for anything.

my own flaws and lack of all things,
gives me more reason to be a slave to everything.

i can't be a man when told to be,
and i'm not allowed to be human none the least.

i should treat you the way you need,
and not ask to be treated any single bit.

my needs are redundent.

my heart it is weak.

28th-Aug-2009 05:27 am - walls

i'm gonna break down these walls
i build around myself
i wanna fall so in love
with you and no one else
could ever mean half as much
to me as you do now
together we'll move on
just don't turn around
let the walls break down

- all time low

28th-Aug-2009 03:28 am - agony

like a spectre that grabs a hold of your heart and squeezes it till the blood bursts out, how much my heart hurts for you now. if i could take away the agony and sadness you feel every single time and place it in mine, i'd do so so that you'd never have to feel hurt or lost again.

my imperfections are my weakness and i pray each day that they will go away. so that you can be happier without having to live with my imperfections. i am selfish. to myself.

25th-Aug-2009 07:17 am - needness

do people evolve based on natural selection? it's easy to see how people evolve physically through natural selection. but does it work the same when it comes to emotions and any mental or rational matters?

be strong. be strong.

20th-Aug-2009 04:49 am - over and out

sometimes you forget your past when you're experiencing so much happiness. and in your moments of happiness, your forgetfulness can screw you over. you forget to remove your past and so we blame ourselves for our own stupidity and uselessness.

i'm sorry

Mood:sad

12th-Aug-2009 01:16 am - All Time Low - Walls

hey there it's good to see you again,
it never felt right calling this just friends,
i'm happy if your happy with yourself,
take off your shirt your shoes,
those skinny jeans o bought for you,
we're diving in there's nothing left to lose,

i'm gonna break down these walls i built around myself,
i wanna fall so in love (so in love) with you and no one else,
could ever mean half as much to me as you do now,
together well move on, just don't turn around,
let the walls break down,

Tags:youtube
Mood:happy

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